my reckless emotion..

the unconditinal beating of my heart is such very reckless, couldn't think of better thing for myself.. I don't wanna spoil my emotion for it could be the thing that will hurt me with the reason of falling in love with a wrong person.. I'm not forbidding myself to fall for someone but the cruel thing is that it couldn't be... Even we felt the same way, it couldn't just be...It feels like I'm in chaos right now,..